I told my then two year old son, Nick, to use his fork while eating. He complied. He picked up his fork in his right hand, and proceeded to feed himself with his left hand. Not exactly what I pictured or expected, but he did what he was suppose to do.
That illustrates motherhood. Not exactly what I expected, but what it is suppose to be.
I’ve not been a perfect mom, but I’ve been busy raising perfect children, five boys to be exact. It is a work in progress. I must continually “guide” my perfect boys. Correct them, admonish, encourage, enlighten, cheer, etc. The list is endless, but at some point, they will be perfect young men. HA. A mom must have a sense of humor.
My boys are almost grown. If I could do it over again or give a young mom advice, I’d not sweat the small stuff. However, I’d pay attention to the small stuff. It’s those silly moments of mistakes or unpredictable moments that make the memories.
One of my favorites was five years ago. I purchased raw milk to the tune of $10 a gallon. I told my boys that they had to be careful to not spill. Of course, one of them spilled the full glass of “white gold”, and they all became statues. No one said a word, but simultaneously, they all moved their plates and started lapping up the spilled milk off the counter. It was the funniest moment. My boys became human vacuums, and there was not much milk left to clean. Not one drop hit the floor.
And they were shocked when I laughed.
Then there was the time I was teaching the boys how to sort laundry and load the washing machine. Sort by color and run a full load. So my Nick, about ten at the time, sorted the whites and the darks. Since neither load was full, he put both loads in, but the whites on one side and the darks on the other. Then he ran the machine. I had been home to see the loads sorted, but then left, thinking he had it down. The picture tells a different story.
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http://sherylscript.blogspot.com/2011/02/cody-surprised-me-by-doing-laundry.html
Again, I had to laugh, and I kept teaching.
I was not always laughing. I have shed many tears. My heart broke when my youngest three were diagnosed with autism. Working with teachers, therapists, and doctors, even priests, and family members… the years were long and hard, but now my boys are working or going to college, something beyond what the specialists thought possible ten plus years ago. My heart is now overjoyed!
Prayer and laughter are a must to any mama. We all have our journeys with our children. Each one special. Love them and enjoy them. They grow up too fast. The days go slowly, but the years speed by quickly.
I now lament the two miscarriages now more than when they occurred. I’d have a 14 and a 4 year old. Of course, they’d be boys. Garrett and Caleb. I can only dream what their lives would have been, but this is also a part of motherhood.
A mother’s love is the only love that, if successful, is the parting of the two. Three of my boys have moved out. They have had their struggles, but they call and we talk. Maybe they take my advice or not. That is ok. I have done my best, and they are young men making their way in the world.
Now I look forward to grandchildren. Yes I have two, but I’d love more.
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